It looks like it’s that time again

I don't know if anyone remembers or if there's really anyone still here (it's been a long time since the last time i was) but last february I issued a challenge to all the creative writers who read my posts. make a new introduction post at the beginning of each year. so here we are, …

A Lonely Heart’s Guide to Finding Love (again)

don't rush into things, take it one day at a time. don't look for something you've already had. what you lost is gone, find something new. take some time to reflect. you'll never be the person you were back then, learn who you are now don't look too hard in one place. the things we …

Every friend deserves a poem written about them.

I used to write everything, love poems, text messages and compliments. I used to write about how I could see the world from my bedroom window. I don't know how to write anymore but I'm still watching from my bedroom window. But my poetry is passion and love and compassion. And I don't always know …

Irrational, Illogical, Implausible

I'm going to be honest, a lot of my posts are written because I know one specific person is going to read them and she's going to comment or at least like. I don't think I'd say any of them are specifically to her or about her, but I guess she heavily influences them. Maybe …

All the Things I Miss

I miss the way she looked at me and smiled I miss the mischievous jokes I miss the friends I thought I had I miss her calling me for hours on end to listen to me sing I miss the way she loved my guitar I miss the way we danced with absolute trust and …

-delete-

I have 24 posts in my drafts 24 posts I'll probably never publish In the past 3 weeks I have deleted 17 unfinished posts I have thrown away a full 10 lbs worth of half drawn sketches and partially filled journals I have erased more words than you could count in the dictionary I have …

fear

I'm afraid I'm going to run out of love. I never stop loving, I can't stop loving, even the people who I hate most. I can't stop loving any of the people I have loved even when they're gone and never coming back. so what happens when I run out of love to give? people …

When Will I Forgive Myself?

I told you I'm sorry, for the pain I caused I wanted to tell you every little thing that I am sorry for every word every stupid decision every mistake but knowing them would mean nothing because the truth is, I'm just sorry and I didn't even look you in the eyes so you don't …

Random

Why do I feel so lonely? I have at least a few friends and they talk to me somewhat frequently. I have my family and we spend a lot of time together. It's not like I'm alone for very long on any day but I just feel so lonely. I don't know, I feel like …

We are all Driven by our Desires

A single question constantly swims around my head I want to ask it every time someone looks my way, Everybody wants something, right? because there has to be a reason for everything, and what would we do for what we want? all the things people do must be intentional, right? I just keep wondering, what …